The Unbalanced Libra..

I got 2 nice presents from my colleagues last week.. One was a nice bookmark of a Japanese woman in Kimono. My colleague had just came back from his honeymoon in Japan and had bought these nice bookmarks for all of us.. Sometimes i feel that it's so troublesome to have to buy things back for the office every time i go overseas.. Although it's nice if i am the recipient of the presents! Usually, for me, i just do last minute shopping at the airport and use up my left over currency. To me, it's like a major obligation. It's like since everyone in the office knows I go overseas, i have to buy something back. So now, i don't. I can't be bothered. I will just buy some nice gifts for people whom i am close to in the office, my close friends, and that's it. Gifts that i put in some thought into, and not some last minute shopping at the airport. I don't care what people at the office says lah.. most of the time, the tidbits i buy back from overseas just rot at the pantry nobody eat.

I left office earlier at 3pm yesterday to go to SGH for a medical appointment. Actually, it was an overdue appointment to find out the results of my previous blood tests. As usual, despite the fact that i had an appointment at 320pm, i still had to wait an hour before i got to see the doctor. What's the whole damn point of making an appointment i wonder?! This just pisses me off so much cause it's not the first time already. K said someone wrote in to the newspaper complaining about the same thing. Maybe i should write in as a follow up. As K mentioned, if enough people write in to complain, maybe the hospitals will take action.

Anyway, it was kinda wasted trip cause the results were all normal. Nothing wrong with me (or K) and our fertility. I know it sounds weird, but i was actually a bit disappointed. But then no news is good news i guess. So now, K wants to move on to the next step. For some reason, i still want to procrastinate and keep trying the natural way, but he doesn't. The doctor proposed 3 options for us, some cheap (like increasing my number of eggs), some expensive (like IVF). I'm starting to feel the pressure now cause even K wants to give up trying the natural way. He'll rather pay and have a go at something that increases our chances of becoming parents. Me on the other hand, want to go al naturale. To me, if i get pregnant by "artificial" means, i will also think of my baby as "abnormal" when it is born and forever i guess.. Which i don't want. Eventually, we left the hospital with an appointment for 6 months later. We had told the doctor that we will continue to try for 6 months before deciding on one of her proposed options.

After we left the hospital, K decided to go shopping for rims. We're currently using Gary's rims and wheels so we needed to get our own set soon.. So we went to Ubi Industrial Park for some rims-shopping. I never seen so many different types of rims before.. We ended up at this shop called Yong Seng or something, where we saw this black 16 inch, 5-spookes rim.. After much consideration, we decided not to get it as K thought the design doesn't go well with our car..

This afternoon, K called and told me he's going to buy this other set of rims he saw today.. Plus some lowering springs that's supposed to lower the back of the car so it's more stable and less prone to accidents.. Oh well.. unless the driver himself changes.. no use modifying the car to make it stable or safe!! = )