The Unbalanced Libra..

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So if you are reading my blog, please respond with a short comment. STOP ignoring me like i am invisible!!

Gracias..

There is so much i want to say.. but can't.. if only certain people can read my mind..

If i could choose to have a special power, i would want to be able to read people's thoughts and transfer my thoughts to them.. something like one of the characters in "HEROES".. OR i want to be invisible.. although these days, i already feel like i am invisible.. it's my ADD at work again.. = (

Feeling more depressed as the days passed by.. August is soon coming to an end, what will happen to me then?

Today has been an uneventful day at work.. i had some really nice mixed vege rice for lunch, will probably go back there again soon.. the LPG folks had lunch with their dealer at 88 restaurant.. lucky them.. how i wished i was invited too.. not long after lunch, X got to go for customer visits with A again.. think they both went home early after the visit. I left the office early today too.. no mood to work these days.. supposed to go to Zouk today to get myself drunk and drown all my sorrows, but thought it would be better if i don't.. firstly, i wasn't feeling too well, Secondly, it will be with a bunch of guys i hardly knew and i would probably hinder them from picking up girls.. and lastly, I didn't want my face to get worse from clubbing late at night..

Then again, i don't know how long i can hang on before i really burst and have the urge to go drinking and dancing again.. to forget all my unhappiness..

There's a song that has a chorus which goes: "Be careful what you wish for! Cause you just might get it all, you just might get it all..." Sometimes, i wish that was true.. thing is, seems like recently, i'm not really getting what i wish for.. maybe i should go and see a shrink..

Yesterday, i went to bed earlier than usual.. K had work to do so he stayed up in the study room next to our bedroom with the door closed..

I had my bedroom door closed too (or so i thought) since the air con was switched on..

Anyway, about 30 minutes later, my bedroom door opened by itself.. for no rhyme or reason.. there was no breeze, cause all the windows in my entire house were closed.. couldn't think of a reason.. so i freaked out and screamed for K, who came running in only to find me perfectly fine. = )

Until now, i still can't understand how the door opened by itself, 30 minutes after i closed it tight.. is there a scientific explanation, or was it all supernatural??

Just came back not long from K's granny's place for dinner and mahjong.. lost $10 to his cousin. = (

Two of K's uncles are in town this week to visit - One from LA, and one from Shanghai.

K was saying his uncle from Shanghai came here to escape from all the Olympic craze and crowds, only to get stuck in traffic jams here with the National Day parade.. haha!! Thought that was quite funny.. = )

And the other one flew in from LA to Beijing airport to meet his wife and daughter, only to be told by the immigration officials that due to the Olympics, he cannot be allowed to go out of the Beijing airport because he is considered as a "non-essential" person. My godness!! So there he was, stuck at the aiport, and had no choice but to re-route his flight back to Singapore.. He landed at 5 in the morning today, and he was supposed to arrive one week later..

We watched the opening ceremony of the Olympics at K's granny's place.. at 8pm sharp, one of his aunties suddenly got excited and shouted for someone to switch on the TV. She was like: "quick! quick! start already!" at first we were all confused as to whether she wanted to watch the Olympics or see the results of the $8 million toto draw, the latter of which majority of us had a stake in..

Anyway, thought the ceremony was too long winded, it's like the Chinese want to savour (for as long as possible) every moment of their long awaited dream to be the host of the Olympic Games..


Apparently, our dear minister mentor Lee Kwan Yew is also at the Olympics opening ceremony in Beijing. As we were watching the ceremony, some of us were speculating that he might not be able to make it back for the National Day parade tomorrow because there's no available flight back, but i doubt it. I mean, Lee Kuan Yew leh? How can there be no flight for him?? No flight take private jet loh! I'm sure he's got one.. Anyway, as K puts it, National Day is like his birthday leh, how can he possibly miss it right??

Just checked the Toto results.. not only am i not a multi-millionaire, but i am $18.80 poorer because the lottery tickets that i paid for are now in the wastepaper basket. SIGH...

Maybe i should change the item on my bucket list to "Make my first million (without depending on Toto)"..

Today will be the day i become a multi millionaire.. I shall tick off one item on my Bucket List after the toto results are out tonight and i am at least $1 million richer!!

Come to think of it, i don't know what is the first thing i would do if i really struck $8 million in lottery tonight ..

The cool down session was also led by busty woman.. our first cool down exercise was push ups.. when she started doing the push-ups facing the class, i think half the class started to have nose bleeds.. LOL!! Even i couldn't stop looking at her cleavage!

After the class, i burned about another 100 calories on the step machine and treadmill.. then went for a short steambath.. Inside the steambath room, i was faced with another cleavage attack.. Actually, it was a full frontal attack. This chinese girl was lying flat on her towel stark naked.. she even had a Brazilian wax ! What's up with that?? Not sure if it was because i haven't been the gym for a long time, but suddenly felt like i've seen too many breasts today!!

In 15 minutes time, we will greet the one time only ever auspicious date 8 August 2008... Also the day when the 2008 Olympics officially opens in Beijing China.. how typical of the Chinese to choose this date for the opening..