Another day in the farm house..

Here I am, sitting in the living room still in my pyjamas, and blogging.. I haven't had lunch yet. been here since morning 1030am.. It's 2pm now.

K is working in the flower farms with Tony again. He told Tony i won't be working cause i am having backaches and i might be pregnant. So i get to laze around at home. They came back from lunch at 12pm just now, and i made egg mayo sandwich for K.

We have agreed that we will continue to stay in the farm until this weekend, cause for some reason, K actually enjoys working on the flower farm. He says it's much better than working at the kiwi packhouse. Sigh.. don't understand this man. Besides, he says we only have to work 1-2 more days, since they don't work on Friday and during the weekends. Plus, i had a much better sleep yesterday. For some reason. Maybe because of the breakdown and letting all my emotions out was a huge release. K also slept better last night, cause he put some clothes under his neck and that kinda supported his neck so he didn't have a stiff neck this morning.

It started to rain this morning, and K and Tony stayed in the house instead of go out to the farms. At first, i was worried about K walking to the farm by himself, mainly because the climb up the hill was very deserted, so if anything happen to him, nobody will know. Plus, i was worried about the bull and the cow chasing him. Yesterday, after work at the farm house, Tony only drove us to the flower shed, and asked us to walk back to the house cause he had some more work to finish at the shed. So we had to walk downhill back to the house, past the electric fence, and then we were face to face with the bull and cow. They were both smack right in the middle of the lane we had to pass to get to the house. So we had no choice. K walked in front and held my hand. The stupid cow again followed us, and a few times, she chased us from behind, and K had to use his hands to like block her away. I was SOOO scared.. And the worst thing is i cannot run. So i just close my eyes and walked really really fast.

That's why when K told me he will help out at the farm today, i was worried the cow will hurt him when he walk past. The bull seemed okay though, luckily, cause the horns will definitely hurt K if he chases him.

Anyway, the rain stopped for a bit, and so K headed out to the farm. Tony had driven to the town center to run some errands. About 30 mins after K left, it started to drizzle again. I began to get worried that K will fall sick working in the rain. And it will be so cold for him! But when he got back for lunch, he seemed fine and happy.. Sometimes i wished i can be more like him. But i always seem to be so pessimistic and complaining..

Hai.. This trip is supposed to make me happier. But it seems that i still cannot escape from all the problems back home. My parents, problems with the bills and car etc.. And my 2 tenants are still giving problems. They simply cannot get along with each other. One is always bringing girlfriend home, the other is not happy about paying the utilities for the girlfriend, and cleaning up the hair she left.. Then one is unhappy that the other is always so rude and aggressive to him. Aiyah, a lot of problems.

K's mom had to go down to our house to meet them for a discussion, and the whole thing lasted until 1am in the morning. On a work day. Really feel so bad to trouble K's mother for all these petty little things. Really regret renting out 2 rooms now. I rather not have the rental and kick them both out of the house now. But K's mom is worried the two of them might do funny things to the house if we kick them out. What the fuck did i get myself into?!

Is it really SO damn difficult for people to just give us a fucking break from their lives and leave us alone for once?? I mean, we only left home for one month, and there are so many problems haunting us already. WHY??

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